See me way or your way?

I have been on my journey with team at Geniekids on open communication and expressions, role of individual in a group or community (something we have not learnt in our childhood, jut we have been doing in our own way).

Well, just after the session I got a mail from Giri “Today u were missing from GP day :( I thought let u decide, but I think I should have expressed myself the need of faculty to be there”.

My first reaction was “I have been running between O-campus, doctors appointments. I was emotionally down with crisis in Aarohi community,………………down with my own health, I was suspecting heart attack coming to me (wild imaginations, cannot help)”. I had  to go for doctor appointment for my severe dental crisis hence it was fair on my part to be absent from the session” - See I have all the justification - do I sound justified for missing from GK day?

Inspite of my health I was present in Aarohi team meet and also team training, it is just that I was not part of GP day event. I even went up but just could not stand (imagination of heat attack) because I had not eaten (I miss my meals when I am mentally and emotionally down, and this lead to imaginations). - See I have all the peripheral things to prove my working intentions and my willingness to work and adjust:)

But me new Aditi looked at her intentions – "She was right, I should have been there. It just needed some adjustment with doctor inspite of many other factors”. It is not about attending or her expressing  - it is about ME - how do I look at various perspectives?

I am thankful to Giri to let me EXERCISE myself and feel good about me to be able to practice what I preach. I responded “my bad, should have been there, will be part of all events now onwards”. I had no other thoughts after I wrote this. 

I mean it – thanks Giri

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