Self Goal

Yesterday Asa showed the signs of “boredom”.

I was unwell for a week – she was all by herself.

Then I left for O-campus and Rat had fever – she was again all by herself.

Last week my Mother-in-law expired, we all were with guest and other people – she was all by herself.
This week she is also down with fever...........

A sign of guilt popped “Am I into my work and not giving her time”

I decided to look it at as a good news and an opportunity to share my thoughts.

Today I spoke to her

“I do not want to slow down my activities of work. You can also choose some activity which will give you challenge and excitement. In my opinion, when you do not have self goal, you may end up jumping here and there or feel left alone”.

I also shared “in a way in conventional system you are guided by the exams, and other external goals, you have not much time for yourself, But in Aarohi kind of system you have all the time for yourself, hence the holidays are not luxury. This is part of your learning on how to learn for yourself. So, have goals for yourself which will excite you.” I ended with “you take your time, do not go by what I am saying”.

I am leaving for K-campus today and her with her thoughts……………….